It's a sentimental thing..
Too many sentimental things happend this year.
last night,I stand in the room where I will move to,lonely.I don't like there,but should live there one year.
And,I think,God will be know my notion and watermelon won't be.I'm waiting a girl fit me,just so so.I don't to make a concession that I feel she don't fit me.the other means,the girl is the only one,not the backup,if I make a decision.
“should live ” replace with “have to”maybe more better？
much better~try your best to use vt. and vi. correctly next time~pay more attention to your tense,especially the past tense~